You have a vision for what you want your life to be, so step out of the destruction of your excuses and create the life you want. Does that mean you’re going to wake up tomorrow with your dream job? Probably not, but you’re going to be a lot happier working toward the goal of being who you want to be than you ever were just punching a clock and wishing something would change.
I don’t want you to come to the end of your life and wonder why you didn’t live (thanks, Thoreau). Being alive isn’t enough. Start living.